He never appreciate me even he just like never see me. If you ask isn’t too hurt? If you talk about how hurt is it, it’s so hurting me. If you ask me ‘then why r you still loving him?’ yeah im dumb and stupid. I love him using heart and feeling and not using brain. He doesn’t see me, he doesn’t appreciate me, he never realize my selfsacrifice, he doesn’t hear me, he doesn’t care about me meanwhile I always give it to him. And he broken my heart. I have been fallen and he trample me. I was cry for him, I was fight for him, I was spend my money for him, but he trample me:’) im so dumb and pretty ugly. Thanks for filling my life page although its not sweet like a candy, colorfull like a rainbow, wonderful like grandcanyon. Well, I hate you so much but my love is more than my abhorance. I wanna make this love disappear because you r too painful for me. My love kill me slowly. I live, im breathing but actually in the deepest of myself im die..it Just like life in hopeless .